Life is good…
Grr… I just lost half of an entry becuase my laptop overheated… guess i should really avoid blocking the fan huh? Anyway… hopefully I can restore all of it’s glory…
In an effort to keep the front page of my site from being filled with long rants from me, I’m going to use the fun little “Extended Entry” thing on the page… This should mean that you just have to click on a “read more” link or something like that to get to the rest if you are looking at this through my actual site (bekit.net)… Hopefully, livejournal will take the extended text as well, so you won’t have to do a thing…
Anyway… the short of it is, I got the paper done, got a little sleep (getting more soon) – i have a bit more work to do, but I am putting it off till tomorrow… Life is going great, I’m extreamly happy – and that should continue 
Read on for the details….
So… I finished the paper… I think it’s total crap, but it was the best I could do with the material… Either way, it’s done now… I got a little bit of sleep after class, and then my goal was to get up and do the work that I need to for Network Design & Performance… Well, that isn’t working all that well, so I have a new plan – gonna get to bed and get some sleep, then try to get up earlier than usual and go to building 70 and work on it in the morning… It’s not too much to do, I just need to get in the mode of doing it so I can get it done…
As for life in general – things are going great! I’ve been spending a lot of time with Casey, and that’s always a good thing in my opinion 
It’s kind of scary how similar we are in a lot of ways, but I think it is wonderful
Some times I think I should limit what I say here, becuase I don’t know who all reads it – and in some cases I do know who reads it, and that makes me wonder even more… But if you know me, you know that I would rather just say something rather than hint at it, or hide it… So I really hope no one takes offence to anything, or thinks I’m trying to rub something in… It’s just nice to write once in a while and put what I’m thinking into words… So, if you don’t want to hear something, then don’t read – if you don’t like something I say, then I welcome you to hit the little comment button, that’s what it’s there for
So, with that disclaimer – I’m happy My relationship with Casey is a wonderfully welcome change from my past… I don’t think that I ever tried to adapt myself to suit what someone wanted from me, but with this – i don’t even feel the slightest need to… Hell, I didn’t even expect the relationship in the first place, I was just taking a chance one night, and look what happened It hasn’t even been a full month, but I’ve already had so much fun, that I don’t know how to describe it… It’s not like the relationship is a completely seperate part of my life, it’s like it blends right into everything else, and I love that aspect…
I don’t know… I feel like I’m gushing here, and it’s probabbly getting rather sappy to anyone who is reading… It is early in this for my mind to be reaching too far a head – and there are some major curves in the road in the not too distant future – but at times, my mind likes to wander and likes to rush ahead of me, and sometimes I like to think “what if?”
It’s a pretty serious question… and one that I should not attempt to conquer on a web log at 2:30 in the morning after a small amount of sleep… And if I put everything in my head into words, this would be a garble of confusion for anyone but me… So for now, I will leave it at this – I’m happy, life is good, and I want to see where it goes from here…
So, to bed with me… Get some work done in the morning, get classes out of the way – and then Vertex tomorrow night! Woot So, to anyone who has read this far (congratulations for one), I hope you have a wonderful day – and I hope you are happy as well… Sweet dreams…
April 8th, 2004 at 4:47 pm
sweet dreams to you too